sheesh...so glad this work is overr...felt like i did a lot..sorta...skool...argh....man, a whole week of not having to change in culinary.......now thats a dream come tru..Britt, Ashley, n Kramer in my group....eh.....iono....nothing much happend really....still got that b in calc, yesshhhaaa....muahaha...smartie artie....ooo yeah...got my mashimaro purse! awww so cute..cet, felt bad when jam told me she got it for xmas for me, but then returned it b/c i got it.=((((( oh man, i was so mad this morning....last nite did my power point for culinary...tell me why, this mornin at 7.15 i realized that i forgot the damn disk! arrgghh...so chef left me type it up there. it took me 2 hours at home and 30 min at skool. lol

...hmm...talked to my banANNa todaaeee...yayayayay...girl is pimmpiiinnnn lol aawwwwwwwwwww....lol i have to come and save her one of these days...needs to com back to western. she's a sexy lil viet, so i expected it =D....aww man, miss my babyy bee...

kristine came back the other day...wish i could b w/ her....everything happens for a reason, and sometimes u may not like it, but it's always for the best.. her n her family are strong, and have all my blessings....i love you girl, and im always here for ya....=]

talked to mom yesterday n cousin Kitty. sux when u can speak the language =/

good way to end a hectic week....know y? b/c i saw jooohhnnnn..... =)) ealier in the week, sis said that she wasnt takin me. >.< it's been a looooooooooooooong while since the last time we've seen each other. bout a month actually >.< yeah i know. we're gettin really sad, mad, everything. but on the way home from sis pickin me up she goes "call dad, ask if we can go to the mall tonite"....maaannn was i a happiiie happiiie camper. lol we actually were there for a loooooong time. anna came along so, yeupp. lol she was gettin on me bout my earbags n me on her shoes, or slippers, or things.  lmao...n e ways..yesh yesh, we chillled for a good couple of hours =) mos def always great to see him. love him so much n always will........

so sis was in a chipper mood..lol iono....she wouldn't let john walk back, so dropped him off at towson u. haha, we tried pullin an "aaron" w/ the car....but it works so much better on a dark street. lol after dropping him off, we took a personal tour of the campus...hahaha...that was interestin.

yep yep, now im home, n we got a movie, but i have no idea when we plan to watch that...lol....im such in a goood mood right now, it's not even funny. even tho im a little tired >.<     

: :PnAy layD : :

hmm...kinda bored....

highlight of yesterday n today: anna's hooommmmeeeeee!!!! at least until the end of december. yay! it's been a while. came over last nite, we ate, and talked, and looked at flowers on the internet. dont ask. spent the nite. She came w/ us to take mom to the airport, her n auntie left for the philippines today. gone for a while. i wish i could go =( lol we were all mad tired this morning. we were supposed to get some starbucks at the airport, but couldn't find n e. dad ended up taking us to Double T Diner, =) yum yum....yeah, so now lauren n anna are out, gettin a tat for anna >.< oowwwiiieeeee.....not that fact that she's getting a tat, but it's where she's getting it. omg, ouch. lol we came home at like 10.00 while anna took a shower, lauren took a nap. told me to wake her up at like 11.15, okay, so i tried. they ended up sleeping until 1. lol maad tired. i was on the fone w/ john while waitin =) lol i talked to his mom sorta. miss him, wish he lived closer =(  lol iono...yeah, so im juss chillin here w/ dad till they get home.....it wuz a nice day, so iono what were gonna do....

<3 n i k k i

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hmmm haven't updated in a while >.<

...three days of skool this week. well, two b/c of the field trip. every week should b like this.

the feild trip was interesting. Museum was nice. Jam's mom, jamie, Jo, brit, sar, ashely, nir, kush, and saharesh (?)...was fun =) lol jamie told her mom not to bring her purse, but didn't take n e money. so i gave them my money, n jo n i split what we had left. damn, everyone barely made it. lol all was good tho. haha, it was the funniest thing, brit was talkin about havin  gym class w/ jam in ninth grade. brit was like "yes, yes, it was a pleasure to indulge in physical activities w/ you" LMAO hahaha and jam's mom was right there hahaha was mad funny.the day went by pretty fast. some dude was taking pictures of everyone >.< jo n i were kinda scared, but then later waved while he was takin a pic of us, not realizin who it was. =/ that was that.

tues, not much happend. weds...mrs miller wasn't there for most of the period, so we juss chilled like we always do. lol that class is so easy. why the heck did we watch a documentary on 1999 national spelling bee contestants in english???????? i mean, yes it was hella better than doing work, but still. why the heck did we need to watch that?! iono....did nothin in study hall. jamie says she acts like my mom in skool lmao ahaha, i was like "no u dont" yet 10 min later, i was askin her to zip up my jacket b/c it wasn't working. lolololol man gotta love that girl. history was dumb....

o yeah, got 2 A's and 5 B's on my report card >.< could have done better, but didn't get n e c's (thank goodness) i'll try better... =)

went to din last nite at aunties n saw mike n cathy. cathy's expecting! lol she hasnt changed that much. omg, she's so small. she was like "these pants are a small! i usualy wear n extra small!" -_____- lol YOOO, we watched this comedian......he was NOT funny at ALL. n u know damn well its not hard to make me laugh. i wasn't even gonna pretend. the funniest part of the whole hour n half of my life that i wasted, was when my mom passed out next to me. omg if u can't make me laugh, there's something wrong w/ you. "we started dancing, and i was tearing up the floor...b/c i had a nail in my shoe" is NOT funny. "mom told me to sit down and make myself comofortable. so i pulled my pants down and sat in the pudding" NOT FUNNY. "my mom said i didnt make a good impression. but i stood up and turned around, n there's a perfectly good one right there" NOT FUNNY. i mean it wasn't just the content. its the way he told it...so damn sloooow. he would play w/ his hair, and the do this thing w/ his jacket...ooommggg the only reason why i continued watching was merely out of courtesy. i didn't smile at all. it was just dumb....

Happy Turkey Day!(the day after). auntie came over. mom had to work, so we had an early dinner. good good. So thankful for so many things, but most importantly, my family who loves me and has giving me so much (not juss tangible things), friends who care and will always b there, and that one person i call John.

Speaking of John...he's home for thanksgiving. lol mom came home earlier, n i told him i'd call him back...20 min later, he's asleep. bum...lol he's at home, sa'll good n gravy. miss him so much tho. =/ love him so dammn much n wouldn't wanna b with n e one else =]

Okay, so my grades are still up, im not being a bad kid, my mom knows about him, so dont u think it's time to tell dad? yeah, i think it is too. but i kinda hestiant. =/ i mean, c'mon his little girl is datin a guy thats 2 years older, a foot taller and is black. yeah, umm, iono how thats gonna go over. i asked my mom if i should tell him, n i told her that i was kinda scared n she was like "yeah you should. and what is he gonna do about it? why does he care? it's not like he's the one dating him." dayuum mom lol but i mean, really, what is he gonna do about it? i mean it's not like he can stop me. shit, im a highschool teeanger. n he knows damn well that he has no room to talk. i wanna do it soon, but still kinda hestiant. argh..so confuzzled...it may be better if i do, but then iono. argh...

i think, imma gonna change my picture..john juss called back, he said that he "took a nap" lol

mom made some good coco, like the real stuff...lol ground cocoa beans..soo good..n im so awake now...@_@

hmmm...s l o o o o o w w e e k...=/ ...

lets see....last friday, we went out to Outback for parents anni. nothing too big. daddy got mom roses =] shiet, he damn well better have. Then we juss went out after that. ha was in blockbuster for like an hour, and didn't even watch the movie that nite. Sat, iono what i did. went out w/ mom, yeup. Sunday, mom wanted to go to the mountains. lol i know. was iight i guess. lol mos def caught up on some sleep. it was a nice day tho. very puuurrtyy...luray caverns was, interesting. haha...oooo i had dippin dots!!! yummmmmmmmmmmmm haven't had those in sooo long. Hate WA state for selling them at mcdonalds. man they were good...damn i want more....

skool's been pretty chill lately. haven't done too much in culinary. love days like those...even all my other classes. watched the Wizard of Oz in history. man i thought that movie was longer when i was little. ooo yeah!!! nicole has a B in history and in physics! thought i was gonna get a c or something. report cards come out next week >.< goin on a feild trip tho hehehe w/ JAMIIEE!! n her mom is comin, so we'll b in the same group..oo yeah!! got a 38/40 on that calc test. o yeah, smartie artie. well, it was actually out of 50 at first.

blah. nuff about skool.....

here some pix from kristines camera hehe:

                                                      
                                                                               Charlies angels Biotch!!

                                               
                                                    HAHAHA!! Angela took this one! lmao kristine wants to eat me! 

                                                    
                                                              "Power Ranger....sluts" --kristine. LMAO

                                               
                                                                                    Lookin Hott...

   ...can't u tell i miss that girl?? love her so damn much... some crazy ass pinays...UGH she leaves for HAWAII TOMORROW!!!!! ARGH!!! so not cool. im supposed to be with her!!!!!! noooooo.....i'll c her at xmas thoo!!!! yayayayayayayayayay!!! muahaha....

>>Drivers license test on friday (26th).....wish me luckkkk.....>.<

Mom's leavin next week too....wish i could go =( i wanna c my cousins....haha it's funny, she has like 200 pictures to show them. it's crazy. like this thick stack of em...haha...

speaking of cousins, i juss talked to my favorite one!!! Ate Cathy that is. hehe haven't talked to her in a long time. hahahahaha yeah she was talkin to me while she was at work ... ??? lol ...on a friday nite. iono. she sure is workin hard tho. =) things are lookin good for her. lol she yelled at me again. bout the pix. hahaha her n ken still haven't gotten them yet....im broke dammit. aint got no mulah for postage. haha she's sooo damn funny....

speakin about money....I SAW THE CUTEST MASHIMARO PURSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! from Be Se To. price is okaay...but its the cutest thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! o man. im in love with that purse. i if go back n they dont have it, im gonna b soooooooooo upset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's soo cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it's black n white!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm...wat m i gonna do this weekend?????

i feel like makin this post purty...

...I love you John....

hmmmm.......juss feel in the mood...lol

actually, nothing really excited happend this week. culinary was chill b/c, well it just was. i mos def dont plan to continue w/ it tho. juss dont have a passion for it. but yeah. iono. hmm, mrs miller was having private summers in calc the other day. we didn't even have a class. she was late first off. then she gave us a quiz and left for a good 20 minutes. came back, went over part of the homework. then left again. came back like 40 min later. i taught the rest of the class (well sorta, didn't know wtf i was doing) hmm yeah that was that. hmm....i hate history. i can tell u that. mos def wish i still had applegate. oh well. lets see....

geez, ppl juss keep growing dont they. found out that nathan is 6'1!! wtf lol i always thought that he was hella shorter! hhaha i def couldn't get over it the rest of the day. lol n lawrence is like 6'4. wwtttffffff...haha iono....hmmmm.....filipina here, reppin the 5'5 n under, crew...

i hate rain. grrr....

ooooo i talked to my banANNa for like a long as time the other day.....=D lol she's so damn funny haha she had me dying too many times. needa put some of those freshie's in check at her skool. grrr....heheheheheheehhehehehehehehehhee hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaha...lol iono. miss my banANNaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

wow. maad hyper right now. it's not even funny. n still kinda bored..

it's my parent anniversary tonite, n got no clue what we're doing, or what they are doing. leaving my sis n i. so yeah, i dont know what we're doing. o man.

i hate being sick. nose is running away from me. aint that sick, but most def congested like whoaa....argh.

man, im missin john foseriously. so lucky to have him, love him more than n e thing.....;)

just a little bored.....ripped from kristines xangurrr.....=P

A Y E A R ago,
1. was a sophmore
2. didn't have my permit
3. def didn't know my best friends now (jam, ann, n dan[nie])
4. didn't know john
5. still missin kristine....

Y E S T E R D A Y, I:
1. went to the dr. w/ sis
2. got some starbucks
3. talked to banANNa!!
4. drove to giant w/ dad
5. did nothing in calc

T O D A Y, I:
1. had some coffee w/ dad
2. didn't have to change in culinary (yea baby!)
3. woke up late for skool again
4. had a soda, pop tarts and cream of broccoli in culinary
5. actually remebered my sunglasses...

Five things I would B U Y with $10,000:
1. a new car
2. a vacation
3. shoppin spree w/ banANNa
4. new pumas (damn shits say una now)
5. presents for eveyrone!!

Top five L O C A T I O N S I'd like to run away to:
1. Kristine's house
2. Ann's house
3. WA w/ the cousins (or vancouver canada)
4. disney world
5. Hawaii w/ kristine!

Five things that S C A R E you:
1. scary movies!!!
2. spiders...insects in general 
3. u not being my friend
4. creepy people 
5. ....hmm....

Five things that make you L A U G H:
1. awsome friends
2. myself
3. my dog
4. my dad 
5. n e thing and everything...

Five things you H A T E:
1. physics class (<--same as kristine)
2. bitches
3. being called not asian (<--same as kristine, couldn't agree more)
4. that my best friends live so far away (<--mos def gotta agree w/ her on that too)
5. when ann think she's not pretty (shes gorgeous!!!!!!)

Five things in your R O O M:
1. my hello kitty tv!! yea baby!
2. hella pictures all over the wall!!! (a big ass collage of my cousins)
3. a piece john made for me (says pinay lady/love =])
4. books and shit
5. my wonderful bed (that is covered w/ my 400 count sheets..oo man)

Right N O W you are:
1. talking to john
2. typing in my livejournal
3. wishing i could see ann or kristine
4. listenin to music
5. craving a vente cafe mocha w/ extra whip from starbucks or a frapp from vacarros

Seven things you plan to do before you D I E ?:
1. get married
2. have kids
3. go back to the philippines
4. go to college
5. road triippppp!!! (w/ my giirrls)
6. n e thing i can
7. have fun living life!!

Five things you C A N do:
1. laugh and cheeeeese (hella good at that)
2. be me
3. eat more than you (<--haha i like that one kristine!)
4. cook
5. love

 Five things you C A N T do:
1. flyyyy
2. be perfect
3. drive yet (well, on my own)
4. lick my elbow
5. grow.....

3 things you M I S S :( :
1. Kristine, banANNa, John, my cousins (both the francos and the lanarias)
2. BEING A KID!!! 
3. gymnastics mos def

wow....lol

wow, mad full from dinner. juss came back from Tony Roma's. Mom's in NJ for the weekend so dad sis n i wanted to go out to eat. We really wanted Outback, but the wait was ridiculous. Really wanted that bloomin onion and their bread....o well....so we settle for Tony Romas. still good. had the brownie sundae stuff for dessert. OMG dad was so friggin hilarious tonite. haha out waitress must have thought we went crazy. HAHA weird stories. haha lauren n i were crying...juss hope the ladies behind dad didn't hear him.

but n e ways...it turned out to be a good week...hmm...chilled on tues....yeaaaa....100 on my vocab test for english n those journals...both in which i studied for and did at the last minute. oo yeaa...got me an A in web design too...hehe i durnno bout history tho... >.<

hmmm...i really gotta say that i really do love my girl banANNa....=D love her love her love her!!!!!! n miss her. i can talk to that girl about n e thing lol she always seems to make me laugh so damn hard (hahaha "pinch ur nose, talk white but ghetto, and speak really fast" LMAO) ....my gosh. i dunn know what i'd do w/o her. haha she thinks she's gonna me watch a scary movie....yeaaaaa right.......heheheh =D she sux..no skool on thurs for her...=P....

hehehe yesterday sis n i dropped mom off at work...n my sis out of no where was like "u wanna go to the mall after we drop her off?" ..."which mall?"..."towson"....i was cheesin hella hard after she said that.....so yes, i saw John =D =D =D oh so happieeeeee....basically sat...and chat...etc....;-)  he wasn't lyin when he said his muscles were harder...oooooooo boy.......yeah, but...hehehehe great nite great nite, good way to end the week. Very good way....hehehe ::i love u john::

HAPPIE HAPPIE B-DAY TO MY SIS, LAUREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....she's 18!!!!!! she's legal!!! ...she's 18. my gosh. man i remeber when we were like 6 and 8..young and stupid. an now. we're gettin old and...beautiful !!!! "pretty woman, walkin down the street..." *humms the song* okay, so besides the party, we juss went out for ice cream =) i haven't gotten her a present....YET. hehehe man, pretty soon she'll b married n i'll have little devil laurens running around in their diapers and mess...hahahaha.....but man i can't wait till her and anna are 19......next year.....OOo0o0o0o0o0 MAAAAANNNNN....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ;) Happie bday to her again =)

.....im so proud of my banANNa right now =) she's so smarrrrtttt!!!!!!!! keep it up baby b!!!!

....wow i actually did that calc homework all by myself!!! i am so proud. i feel so damn smart. but i have to get back to writing my outline. shiet....im still hella smart tho, n i dun care what none of ya'll suckkahs say....

..........actually kinda really sad right now. bout something.......why can't anything go right? JUST ONCE.

i love u john, missin u like crazy....

....hehe i had to put this up...it's like the best picture of jamie n i ..no wait, the only pic of jamie n i......lol i dunno why she doesn'tlike it. she know she loves it! i made it during the last minutes of study hall...=P actually to the left of the picture, it says "jam n mashi" but it got cut off when i scanned it...o well, still a great pic...

.....World, meet John =) I promise, he's only 18....he's only 5'6. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA LMAO.(okay, he's 5'11) I love you too.....=D

...i saved the best for last.............Some cool asss PINAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay all lookin sexyyyyy.....i miss kristine =(

...lol yeah juss felt like puttin pix up. i dunno.

I ALMOST FORGOT! HAPPIE HAPPIE BDAY TO MY COUSIN AJ N JULIOUS!!!!!!!!

Man, i know i updated earlier, but i went to the mall w/ sis. seriously funny as hell...

okay so we got there, crowded as shit. okay, well lauren had to go into work for something. her coworker nick was there. HAHA first off, this lady came in w/ a iron that she wanted to return. he was like "is it more than30 days old?" ... "yeah" ..." then u need to use the warranty"...."but i have the reciept"...."so, if it's after 30 days we dont deal w/ it n e more"..."but i have the reciept"..."i know! but after 30 days, we dont deal with it!" hahahah when she left he was like "I KNOW SHE HAS THE RECIEPT BUT WAT PART OF WARRANTY DONT UNDERSTAND" lmao n he said ppl started comin at 12 for trick or treating..his respose "helllooooo, did we not get the memo that it started at four?!" haha okay, then he walked with us as we were leaving, so standing outside. there were 3 big red trucks blastin the music...mexicans....haha nick goes "i think they're mexican" the way he said it was hilarious. man i was expectin some young thugs to get out them trucks...some old guys thinkin they all hard. HAHA one of then had these tight pants on, nick says "i think those pants were his halloweem costume. i could see his pecker pertruding out his pants" LMAO hahahahahhahahhaha then there was this guy, had like make up all over his face, lookin a hot ass mess. nick goes "yeah he's gonna have a lot of zits tomorrow puttin all that shit on his face" haha damn he's dirty. lol was maad funny. OMG while we were standin there, this big black guy, i mean big, walks out....CHEERLEADER OUTFIT. everything was goin on. hahaha wig, skirt! top! socks had little tassles. a sight i kinda never wanna c again. lol sure was interesting. then as we were walkin to the car, this boy who claims he was 14 was like "yo chinese call me" im lke "shut the fuck up" he follows us n was like "call me" im like "because u look like you're 10!!!" he's like "no 14" .grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............stupid shit head.

The week itself was pretty boring....but saturday was too much fun...

Lauren's 18th bday is comin up, and since a debut is out of the question, we juss had a party at auntie nene's house w/ maad people there. mostly relatives...but this whole week we've been cookin and what not. man was so excited....KRISTINE CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was soooooooooo damn excited. on friday sis was like "hey nicole, krisitine's coming tomorrow", i screamed. lol when she actually did come, i screamed and ran up the steps in some silettos. Anna was there too. yes she drove 9hours from ohio to come..thats what u call a best friend. Jules came too! hehehehe there was maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad food there...all homecooked too. =P yummy yummy nicole and kristine were gettin fat. hahaha seriously fun times w/ kristine. HA her mom was awsome, we were takin a pic, n her mom was like "okay, cheese! say s-e-x!" at first i was like "whaa?" then we all realized it and busted out laughin as she was takin the pic. HAHA we were doin the birthday wishes n i was like "...and stay as beautiful as u are today" auntie, the only one talkin, was like "IT"S ONLY TODAY HUH?!" lol that was mad dirty. lol

Ate che had us to the birthday wishes for lauren-18 women took a candle, lit it, said a wish to lauren, and placed it on the cake. and then 18 men took a rose gave it to lauren and had a slow dance w/ her. dad had sis had their own dance at the end to luther vandross' dance w/ my father. was real cute.

Haha kristine n i were juss chillin (after her dad made her play the piano as usual) then she was like "u know what i like taking pix of? people jumping" HAHA so we have like hella pix of us jumpin n lookin like retards. lol she had to leave tho =( im goin w/ her to haiwaii at the end of the month. hehehe Angela has grown up too. speakin about being grown.....rebecca brought pix of her and kyle beofre her homecoming!!! haow kayuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahaha awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww it was so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aww man too much fun last nite. omg haha last nite it was mom dad auntie nene n i cleanin up. auntie likes to watch SNL so as soon as she saw it was 11.30 she dropped her stuff n was like "oops saturday nite live!" n went downstairs. lol haha it was a great nite over all. it really was. everyone showed up and everything turned out great. cept we got mad leftovers. haha....gosh i miss kristine. she's a slut. lmao haha love u too!!!

man, this we was spirit week...yeah. hahaha i have pix up on the webshots page (http://community.webshots.com/user/crayzeepinay) lol it was mad crazy. but i only did mix match day n class color day. twin day didn't exactly work out. crazy hair day i was too lazy. cartoon thurs, def wasn't feelin it. class color day, all out. heheheehe awww jamie looked so cute on crazy hair day!!!!!!!! her hair was in all these pony tails w/ gold ribbon it was hella cute (n i couldn't take a good pic of it). nirvana did hers in ISM lol haha she looked funny...as did everyone else that did. hmm....i dunno what happened the other days. mon night dee called me to ask what we were doin for twin day, then she goes "eh, nikki, i dun feel like dressin up. i feel like goin as a bum" lol so it was gravy. actually, we both had grey hoodies n jeans. we're juss good like that =P hmm....class color day was crazy as usual. hahaha sar had this ornament ball thingy. shit was so big! hahahahahahaha man i forgot to take a pic of that. o6 def stands out. our shirts were pretty nice. esp compared to everyone elses. our colors are great too. hehehe pep ralley was good too. must say, our band is good this year and the dance squad was cool.

Hahaha after skool sis needed to get some stuff for her tea party yesterday. she had me goin out lookin like a friggin 5 year old. haha still had my pigtails, weirded out outfit. lol she's like "no no it's fine" w/e ......her friends were gonna b at the homecomin game (cept Jub Jub, he had to go to a bboyin event). so lauren n i went to the game. i was soo hyper. man. lol was mostly lee jo jam tiara n jacinto. lol yeup, thats right, i got jam to come! HAHAHA it was so funny...lol my sis tried to give her directions b/c she didn't know how to get to ccbc...so she got somewhere, jo tried to get her the rest of the way, but lee jo n i had to go find her (even tho she was at the entrance of ccbc) lol hehehe ha i like it out jacinto called me up needin money to get into the game. lol i owed him money tho. haha man i didn't even pay attention to the game either. i dont know what i was doing in my seat. i saw devin! he looks good now. sis didnt like his hair =/ ha i didn't care. but yea. it was a good game i guess. we won. iw as mad bouncy. teeah n andy were there. o yeah! lol teeah gave me some of her red beads lol haha i've been tryin to get them all last week. wish banANNa n dee were at the game. =( wish banANNa could have been to the dance! next year, next year...

speakin bout the dance....it was better this year...but the music was better last year...but o man. man o man. was def crazzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hahaha not to mention i had the cutest shoes. lol but n e ways. man. haha dee n i dance to mariah carey LOL haha she was my maaaaaaannn....lmao hahaha damn. that was fun.ahh....if only john where there. would have mos def been crazy. =( wished he could have came. he was at home tho. man. that would have been a great great nite. next time :) fo sho.....sophia was princess n quinten was prince. everyone was lookin oh so pretty. =)

aaa man, lol i can't even remeber half the stuff that happend this week atm. it was crazy tho. fun week. =)

cant wait till the end of this week tho. KRISTINE'S COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ayayayayayayayayayayayay! man i haven't seen her in so long n i get to see her!!! yayayay! lol her mom called earlier n was like "uhh, i dun think we're coming" i wa slike "what?! why not!" flippin out n what not. she's like "no, we're coming" n laughed about it. it wasn't funny at all! haha =P can't wait....man, n the foooooooooooooooood on sat! whahoo!!! yum yum i can taste it already....

hoy skool tomorrow...blah....nothin really look forward to durin the actual week...i dunno. i wanna c john tho. really really do. i dunno when the next time i will. =P even tho we do talk everynite, miss him...so happy to be with him =] really truely am. im so lucky. love you john.....

im so happy right now.....1st off, kristine finally got her computer werkin =) talked to her for a little bit....lol "no grinding video" lmao...that killed me...2nd, i got to see John yesterday. yes, my wonderful, understanding, best in the world, sister, took me (even tho she hates g2 malls on a friday..on her day off). sat w/ sis while she grabbed a bite too eat (a burger from 'Flamers' lmao). but it was good timing, freals. we were walkin to meet him, but he was comin in juss as we were walkin. so that was gravy. so we walked for a little. then we just sat. i could chill and talk w/ him all day long. and he says that he doesn't cheese. w/e lol he was smilin juss as much as me hehehe...not gonna go into details...but it was just nice being w/ him again...=) def the tall dark n handsome guy....thats built like n e thing..hahaha...im past his shoulder...lol he's not tall n e more. hehehe thats okay, i still love him. i really do....sadly, once again, had to leave =/ gave a nice big long hug...mos def not long enough...i love you John....couldn't ask for n e thing more...

...iono why i haven't been updatin this thing. lol lazy much? pssh...

prolly b/c nothing much has been happening...same 'ol same 'ol shyt. been hella tired lately. haven't been takin naps when i come home. =/ went to my behind the wheel mon, tues, n weds. yeah, scary. the instructor was scary. not the actual driving. lol went to barnes n nobles the first time, westminster the second, then parkin n turn abouts. lol he sayd he could see me be a racer. lmao. i sat there n laughed. finally over. gosh. now...only 34 more hours. haha. n e ways, right now, just kinda really irratated. sorta kinda bad day at skool. then my grande cafe mocha, that i got to give me a lift, yeah, well thats currently tanning on the driveway.-__- so mad about that. eh. nothing much in skool. at least i dont think. honestly cant remember. but i finally got to talk to my baby b! i love n miss that girl so much. it seems like forever since i last talked to her. =( wish she could go to homecoming w/ dee n i. iono how thats gonna go now. dee's finally gettin over 'him' lol hahahaha yeah esp after what bananna n i told her. lmao aw man it's crayzee......hmm, what else. like always been talkin to john =) always a great thing. HA it was funny, like i said, i've been hella tired lately. so i was like fallin asleep, he was talkin, n out of no where i was like "i want some onion rings" lol i dooonnt knoowww..lol thought i was in bk or something. haha too funny. but yeah, onion rings aren't the only things we talk about ;-) hehe. i love that boy so much....

that was an ordeal last time....o well....

hmm.....nothin much lately. juss the usual. =)

haha..man yesterday, mom n i went to the mall..i wanted to get a blended mochachino from vacarros n go see lauren (she was workin). im serious, i had the best blended mochachino (similar to a frapp). sis' friend jason makes the best ones. im serious. haha poured so much chocolate syrup. yummy. today sis n i went to go get her nails diiiid. new place. nice place. saw franshon too! was weird. i heard a voice n recognized it, so i walked outside n it was her n her sis. Then i talked to Nikki P (like a few min ago). haven't talked to her in a long time. maann, another one of my best friends that had to move =/ she's going to her hc..... w/ a boy..awwww...

talked to cousins today...more like saw them too..haha ...cousins got a new computer..n a new webcam..uncle jeff had all of us get on the web cam..lol that was interestin....

i wanna give Dee a hug.....love u gurl...im always here for you....smile!

banANNa...we're not gonna forget you! shut up! =P love u way toooo much.....

...i want some ice cream....w/ m&m's...

it was a good day.

relieved i got good grades on my interim. basically. god. why do they have to mess everything up. it's the year 2004 people...things changed, ur kids grow up. get a grip. get into reality...

u know what. i dont even care n e more. no, nothing is gonna stop this...nothing...love you John...

o man...im so excited...for two reasons....

1) my cousin is expecting!!!!!! whahoo!!!! anutha baby in the family (hadn't had one for a while!)

and for the best part...

2) KRISTINE IS COMING THIS MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u dont know HOW excited i am! i wanna cry! man, how long has it been?! she's comin for lauren's party thing-ish. i dont care tho...she's coming!!!!! i finally get to see my bestestestestestestestestestestest bud since like....FOREVER. man, it makes me so damn happie!!!!!! i cannot wait until then!!!! AHhhhh!!!! i cannot wait...freals, i juss wanna like jump up n down for the longest time. o man. i can't wait..seriously can't.

...yeah n i might get my license this month, but iono yet.

juss had to let u all know those things. o yeah...im so damn short. freals. i finally realized i was so damn short compared to john. o man. lol i admit, he is tall. >.< doh! i didn't wanna say it, but i can't front. lol aww he had a sinus headache last nite....lol HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA his headache was speakin for him last nite. LMAO...hahahahahaaha....

i'll hit this up laters.....

i would have updated yesterday...but iono. lol yesterday was such a great day u dont understand...wanna know y? that's because i got to c John!!!!!!! but first off, thank God for having loving, careing, understanding sisters. im serious, she doesn't get too many fridays off n lord knows she could be spending it doing her own thang instead of sitting in traffic for ass long, just to drive me to the mall. God love her...

it felt good to sleep in yesterday...really did need it. i woke at 10 only b/c someone called n i was too cold to sleep more (my genius self left the damn window open). got up, chilled, actually had a breakfast, then got on the computer. lol sis said she wanted to go to the mall early so that we could come home early. she said she would come home at 11/11.30....12.30 came around....didn't call her b/c i knew she was talkin to Jub Jub..didnt' want to interrupt a conversation w/ him. ended up come home at like 1.30. went to go eat at like 2.30 (panera bread baby)..so we left there at 3.15 ...tell me why, we got to towson mall at 4.45?!?!?!?!?!?!?! damn traffic, on the back roads..-___- well, got there...then took 15 minutes to find him. lol he finally called sayin that he was in sam goody. may i add that he was lookin might nice ;) ... his friends andy n dj were there. n e who...we walked around basically...lol we never actually go in a store, we juss walk. lol still luv it tho. it was seriously nice to c him again. but the sad thing was, sis wanted to leave at 6. so we only had n hour. =( it was funny...john got stopped by those ppl who show u that nail thingy (n harass u n annoy u all the time) i was like "oohhh god" so after the 5 min demo, he was tryin to sell it to john, i was like "umm, he's on a budget" lolololol i miss that boy already. he's not 5'11 =P hehehe doesn't have THAT much height on me...hehehehe hahahaha sike, he's gonna get mad.. lmao but he got some serious muscles...ooo maaaaaannnnn oooomaaaannn..oh so sexc. so sadly i had to leave, hehe were walkin to meet sis, but still had some time to kill, so we juss sat n talked again....gave him a hug n i didn't wanna let go, luved bein in his arms...i wanna go back to yesterday...luv u john ^_^